Thursday 12 April 2012

Elements

I am a child of the Cosmos
I reside within the Ether
My language is Art
Projected through Thought
Translated through Matter
Force packaged into dimensions of three, two and one

I am a child of wisdom
My currency is knowledge
My weapons are words and intelligence
My wars are against ignorance
My victories are enlightenment and literacy
My spoils are the thrones of Sagacity

I am a child of emotion
Rooted in passion
Surrounded by joy and happiness
Susceptible to anger, jealousy and sadness
Tempered by love, wrath, and impatience

I am a child of my people
Resilient
Progressive
Unbending

Peaceful
Respectful
Honest

Mystical
Ancient
And Proud

I am a child of the creator
A child without limitations
A child beyond the borders of mere verbal definitions
A child of philosophies, concepts and theories
A child of ‘scapes
Mindscapes, thoughtscapes, escapes
A child of the universe, the ultraverse, the multiverse
The second, first and last verse
A child of the meeting
The greeting
 The parting

I am the child of elements
I am the child of everything.

Glen Toussaint 2012©

The Beginning

It was a beginning
As in – ‘was the word, and the word was…’ etc
Yes it was a beginning
A beginning like no other
Yet, sharing the same common denominator as every other:
A touch
A glance
A smile
A lusty gaze resting too long on the…ah…
Healthy, rotund back portions of a 

FINE BLACK SPECIMEN

-Ahem-

I digress,
Where was I?
The beginning, yes.
This beginning makes one wax poetic
Words like diamonds and moonlight and cascading waves of love and sensuality
Pepper ones rhetoric.
Fills you with that bright shinny newness
Bubbling effervescence
Chirping birds and fresh morning air
A different 
Sparkling 
Freshness.

Indeed it was a beginning
A real beginning
The beginning’s beginning
Not the beginning of an ending
And you know what?
That beginning would make you want to do some dancing in the moonlight
The nude kind
You know what I mean right
No!
I'm not speaking to you there with the gutter mind
No!
Such sweet sorrow has no place here you know
Because here between you and me there is no parting
Just that sweet vibrant singing…
Of the beginning

Glen Toussaint 2010©

Wednesday 11 April 2012

Sorry Japanese Girl (Spirit of Chupidniss 1)


I stare at the page
I stare at the title
I roll it over my tongue
‘Sorry Japanese Girl’

And I think to myself
This title is so hard
But I ask,
Who-
Who is this Japanese girl?
Why am I sorry?
I stop
I worry
Is this, is this,
(whispering) Is this 3 am madness?

Sorry Japanese girl
Me no love you long time
Silly Japanese girl
This, this , this is not your world

As my pen reads to my eyes
I’m surprised
Japanese girl
You possess me
Japanese girl, oh lord I’m sorry…

…and I read on
Staring at my pen as it moves along this page
And I’m thinking
This is dumb
Dumb because
I just wrote an entire piece
About a title and
I think it’s a masterpiece

(Sigh)…I need to quit
So sorry Japanese girl
This is it

Glen Toussaint 2011 ©

Because I Love Words: Chapter One

In a state of looking
Trying, not desperately, to find a beginning
Striking thoughts like flint
Trying to find that spark
Fondling the abstract
Racing through the ether
As the metronome of my lifebeat
Spur me towards infinity
Pausing only for the sake of effect
As the laws of poetry
Follow me through the infinite space of
Creativity
Permeated by the God element
Saturated with omnipresent vibrancy of realness
I speak with the flow
The flow unending once the trickle started
Racing, gushing with urgency
Filled to overflowing
With the Say
So say!
Say the word and words let the wonders of the manifold, manifest
Wrap your self in the cosmic nest of unending possibilities
Shed yourself that you may find your self
Floating out there beneath the ages
And as the figure 8 of bullshit dissolves and falls to its side
Truth is revealed through infinity
Again infinity,
Yes infinity
The miracle of flight
Gave way to light
And light in turn to thought
And thought begat word
And word begat life
And life begat light
And light begat flight
And this cycle keep going
Until the Un become Inspired
Becomes untethered
Unbound
Unreal becomes surreal
Sound meets rhythm
Verbals harmonizing into a cadence
Of unending eloquence
Quenching thirst
But ever hungry

A pause
At this point a pause…
Not for effect but for a moment.
A moment for the breathless to catch breath
As truth is revealed,
Unraveling without time and space

Glen Toussaint © 2012


Have we lost ourselves?




So what is it, really, that we’re doing?
The question is asked
Allowed to hang in the air between you and me
Between us
As we stare blankly
Because obviously something is lacking

It is evident, even without irrefutable backing
That the curtain is drawn and the lights are turned off
And the voices are shushed
And all that was, is and will be said
Has been penned, scratched, blotted, backspaced
Double underlined
Placed in parenthesis
Punctuated
Spell-checked
Polished in every area
In order to hide a not so subtle case of dyslexia
Suffered by a mass of masses;
Propagated by a mass of asses.

I ask again,
What is it, really, that we’re doing?
Binding ourselves because we’re sadists in love with slavery
Layers and layers of chains
Whose links bear name
Names that must be named
For in the naming lies the power
Whose seat is knowledge
Liken unto a plant which grows and flower at the fullness
Do not think me waylaid, or, off set path digress
Set to purpose I progress
To the naming of demonic links that we ourselves have allowed
Smugness
Greed
Envy
Hatred
Lies
Condescension

And still we bind ourselves

Jealousy
Laziness
Spite
Pride
All corruption and corruption all

What are we doing with ourselves?
Are we such that we are content with incompleteness
With the broken and diseased
Is this the new definition and ideal of progression?
Is half the new complete?
Is nothing the new all?
Is empty the new full?
Is broken the new whole?
Is fallen the new risen?

To what purpose do we trod?
We were not designed to be reigned in
To share hearth and home with mediocrity
We were created within a blessing
And by such we should live
Striving to be forever greater than now
To tap into and harness that god-element within and without
Till it echoes throughout the cosmos
Washing on the shores of stars beyond distant
Resonating in harmonics as to the level of even the sub-atomic

It’s to that end that we do not wait
That we are able as manifestations of the greater
Being able to create
Rather than destroy
To be humble instead of allowing
You, me, us, we to crumble

Oh sistren!
I can hear you
Understand please that I can hear you bredren
The cry that sleeps between each word
Each line
Each verse
Each rhyme
Tell us
Tell me
Tell her
Tell him
About the lost art of forgiveness and mercy
Of patience
Of Perseverance
Of love and appreciation
Of open arms
Of soft words and gentle touch
Of consideration
Of caring and sharing
Of selflessness
Of consideration
Of tenderness
Of being humble
Of gratitude

No we have not lost ourselves
Asleep yes
Distracted yes
Lift your head up
LIFT IT UP MAN
And take back your life…,
My life…
Our lives…


Glen Toussaint 2012©






Epilogue to a Heart Song




In this moment,
At this crucial junction
Words fail me.
All the letters and syllables form, bubble and boil
Fueled by the roiling cross-current of emotions
Vacillating within from my innermost where they uncoil
Angry,
Upset,
Morose,
Inconsolable,
Frustrated,
Sad,
Pitiful…
But mostly sad
Mostly…

In this moment
At this crucial junction
Emotions fail me.
Each consumed with consuming each other
While the gentler ones try to fade to the background
Away from the cacophony
Created by a few simple words your lips air-mailed to me
And those letters, those syllables
Sparked off a storm of such magnitude as to leave me in a state of
Unanimated
Uninspired
Unproductive
Unresponsive
Non-creative state of barely existing.

In this moment
At this crucial junction
I fail me
I stand, I sit, I lie
I kneel on one knee waiting….
Waiting to see if the other knee will drop to match my slowly hanging
Head in defeat.
The wall that I’d meticulously laboured to bring down
Is slowly being rebuilt.
Not with the purpose of shutting me out,
But rather to keep you in
And the window that you placed there,
I recall fondly,
As the first ever break in that fortress solely for me.
So you could hear my love song in poetry
Played out over your soul’s melody
Doesn’t even appear
You’re rebuilding with care, slowly
Because you still want what should have been, to be

A love steeped in music of long walks
Of sniffs and sniffs
And sister, honey girls
Do you remember?

A love formed of friendship
Solidified in that there were a lot of firsts between we two

This too bring happy thoughts
And thoughts not just of love but of desire
To hell with a spark we had a fire,
Damn near an inferno,
Flaring to life every time either walked into a room
Eyes meeting with warmth like long lost mates
And I would smell you
Nesting the scent that would make me drown in you
And you in me
As I pluck the strings of your lifebeat
Your heartbeat pacing your flood
As sour souls meet
With sweat
And heat
Till my very last drip
And you revel in that you have done,
And have gotten what no other woman
Have or ever will…

But still…

In this moment
At this crucial junction….


Glen Toussaint 2012 ©

FallING Angel

FallING Angel


A single blow struck
Ponderous with the weight of planets
The grace of HIM flees as the nether-realm beckons.
No longer do my feet find purchase upon the planes of glory
And I scream as that glory sears me to the quick.

I am Falling.

My radiance fails,
It fades,
It dies

I am Falling

From one celestial plane to another
My spirit trembles.
Once bright, shinning eyes turn black
As golden tears turn to ebon ichor
My radiance, my innocence burns away
As the blackness seeps to the surface
My purity flutters towards the gates
My blood runs freely

I am Falling

Down my cheeks,
Down my back, I’m soaked in blood
i seek to praise but my tongue defiles
My core is crushed, mangled and scarred.
I resist, I fight. I howl.
To no avail.
The stars fall all around me
Their song fades to nothing.
I am torn within and without
Wracked by pain
All that is good comes to an end within me
And yet I laugh
I laugh as my love turns to hate
I feel the spite for all that is life take root and bear fruit within me

I am Falling

The winds of fate sweeping me ever towards
My reward.
I rail at the winds
But all are subject to Fate for she serves only one
I spit in her face, claw at her body
Yet with one final kiss, pregnant with the weight of judgment
I plunge ever deeper...

I am falling

I stop
My hurt dulls into a numbing rhythm
Dropping my gaze I beheld the realm,
Made for me or by me?
I care not at this point
I stand now on the black desert sands of a shore bathed in tides of flames
Flames of blood and darkness.
Upon this sea I walk
Upon its surface I am reflected
A beauty to behold,
Dark, dangerously exotic and enchanting
Movements languid, sensuous, graceful and sinister
What a sight...

And I SCREAM!!!!!!!!!
The scream of multitudes
The scream of the forsaken
The scream of the damned
The scream of the Falling
The scream of the Fallen....

...I have Fallen.

Glen Toussaint 2010 ©