Rant Rage Release

Rant Rage Release

I want to get into some type of trouble

This life is full of a lot of shit that just fuck with people mind

My mindset is shifting and I’m falling into jigsaw pieces

If I smoked weed I would have gone through enough blunts to make me short

My vision is broken

And I’m beyond tired

So fucking tired of just trying to live

Existing is so fucking hard

So expensive

Your blood is currency

The social economic elements are like cyanide

So we soak in our deaths trying to live

Trying to

Trying to

Why the fuck must we try to

When we should just

A flexible malleable brain trying to wrap around

My heart is in pain

My lungs just wanna collapse

I’m tired of trying

Tired of fighting

The factors in these equations are the reasons

Why guns stay loaded barrels still smoking

There seems to be no light at the end of my tunnel

So I say fuck it

I’ll drink that

I’ll smoke that

I’ll fuck her, and her, and her, and her

Sweat and cum all the fluids in me

Then go for a long swim in the Caribbean sea so that this salty tourist elixir

Will wash away my sins

Cause God and me not on talking terms

I feel like crying sometimes

Just curl up in a corner n off load like one of my kids

I don’t know to cope

But I can’t show it

And you can’t stop either

Even on vacation

The 2 weeks your ass gets for working 11.5 months

I’m angry

I’m frustrated

I got so much shit and not enough toilet paper

So I rant while listening to music

And wonder if I commit every sin

Will you forgive me?

Will Jehovah

Ra

Odin

Zeus

Shiva

Vishnu

Buddha

So I’ll just scream and rage

Cause even though we so free we can’t BREATHE

Cant say that

Cant do this

Cant feel that

Cant wear that

Cant cant cant

Till we get high blood pressure, hyperventilate and pop an aneurism

But u should be this

Say this

Do this

Get this

Till your constipated and asphyxiate and expire

Fuckkkkk

FUCK FUCK FUCK

Don’t tell me about prayers

And anger management

That I gotta be an example for the kids

That decent ppl don’t go on so

Express your motherfucking self

Do you

Then get shot down tied up and labeled

Yea that’s him

Yea that’s her

Yea that’s them

And life continues

While I bear every other’s burdens plus mine

While I die inside while living on the outside

While I stifle emotions

Watch my mouth

Watch my behavior

Follow the rules

Wasn’t I the good boy?

Didn’t I listen to my parents?

I never did drugs

I never got drunk

Never rude to elders

I didn’t eat my veggies

But I read books instead of tv

So what d fuck

This world of man design is killing me

My wings not even broken

They never were allowed to grow

Yet we’re supposed to be happy

Being creatures who just get by like cattle

Bleeding to death

As this fucked up society continues on and on

Grinding us under the wheel

So like an abused wife we just gotta shut up and take it

Lie there and take it

Be quiet and take it

Bend over and take it

To be penalized constantly

While they Dracula our ass.

So you know what??!!!???

Fuck you!!!!

Fuck you!!!!

And yes I will teach my sons and daughter to say fuck you too

Cause they ain’t gonna be sheep and cattle

And if I catch fire for this

Then motherfucker Flame On

Chupz

Glen Toussaint 2013©